Sunday, March 25, 2007

A rhyme

Turn the pages, spin.
Design the world with a grin.
Take the world by storm.
Enjoy the pursuit of happiness...

Flip the dough, word.
Make dat chedda curd.
Save that lout, fa sho.
Enjoy the pursuit of the dead pres...

Find that wife (oh yeah)
move on to the next life (aw yeah)
discover pregnancy twice
Enjoy the labors of love...

Take, make, wish and plan..all these things make you a man
dream, desire goals and more...discover things beyond your shore
take make wish and plan...aint no future in your frontin', procrastinate no mo.

Read on...

The dark hole that sits beyond my mind is so colorful and rich that your vision is blurred. Look beyond the lines of text and peer into my soul. Inside you will see pure joy and happy thoughts, for it is true, our true nature is childlike. I dream of playtime with simple pleasures...only to awaken to the realities of the day. Read on, improve, educate plan and perform. Plan to be the best and you ultimately will. Be all you should be...not could be or can be. Read on...into the 65th year and see a man skiing in Aspen, vacationing in Bahia and roaming the European coast. Read on and witness the joy of a newborn and the pain one endures when a loved one moves on. Read my mind, read my thoughts, but most of all read me. The man you once knew, the man you know now and the man that I have yet to become.

en peace.

here I go again...

Once again, the break up ends where the drama begins. Onward and upward. Time out. look in the mirror and see a shell of the image that used to be. All I can do is regroup and become the image in my mind and not the image everyone else sees. Funny thing perception and vision. Both have double meanings. Clearly, I need to remember this when I am stepping into the next mrs. or ms.

I heard the phrase for the first time in my life:
"How old are you?"
38 I replied
"You got any kids"
No, I am single
"What's wrong with you?"
Career Driven!
"Ohhh, ok.."

What the heezy. Black women, look at how you reject a man. First you want a man with no children, then you find a man with dreams and ambition but fail to support and uplift him.

I called an ex:
"Step your game up"

I called a cousin:
"You always doing something"

I called one of my boyz:
Damn Ray, your azz keep running through women, I thought she was the one.

So did I.

Oh well..